It made me think about the difference between being right and doing right. I guess what I was thinking is that I would be "right" to simply wash my hands of the whole thing and nobody would blame me. But, at the same time it wouldn't be the right thing to do if I left my fellow instructors without help for the upcoming show (the reason I was at the barn today) even though I know they would understand. So I'm going to do the "hard right" and help with the show. Not that I'm trying to pat myself on the back or anything. I guess I'm just trying to psych myself up to the task at hand. I need to put my big girl breeches on and get 'er done.
And after that the dawn is coming (as corny as that is) and it is only about 72 days away. Just a week and a half and it will be April. I know that in just a few short months I'm going to look back on all this and realize I was stronger than I thought and the time was much shorter than I realized. (See all the psyching I'm doing?)
|I'm dreaming of green grass and beautiful pastures.|