My birthday is June 19th which puts me right at the end of Gemini. (For the record I don't really believe in astrology but at the same time I have always felt like the Gemini persona fits me too well.)
Long story short: My wonderful, amazing, loving husband has offered, even tried to convince me to just go home for a few weeks. I think it is two parts love and one part I'm driving him and my family crazy.
It's so very tempting to get on a plane and just go home for a few weeks. (That could possibly be my understatement of the year.) I could see my horse, ride, go to Rolex, maybe even Equine Affair, the list goes on and on. It's so so so very tempting.
So what's the hold up?
- Money: Yes, technically we have the money but we are trying to put money into savings right now not take it out.
- Mom: This is who I am right now and leaving my kids for a couple of weeks during the school year just doesn't sit well with me. (I would feel differently if it were for some kind of job or more "legitimate" reason.)
- Wuss Factor: Seriously I just have 10 weeks left. I definitely feel like I'd be a wuss to fly home now. (Although, to be honest I'm okay with being a wuss.)
- Selfish Factor: All of the above basically boil down to this one thing. I feel like it would be incredibly selfish for me to go home at this time.
Right now I'm about 75% sure I'm going to stick out these next 10 weeks but I am so thankful to have such a supportive husband who is willing to let me be a
|A friend texted this photo to my sister yesterday. Right now I'll take any pictures I can get, dirty blankets and crazy faces and all.|